I Wished Music Therapy Wasn’t Real

I was sitting there staring at the computer screen. I couldn’t believe my eyes.  

I have no idea how this happened, but I stumbled upon this thing called music therapy.

And in that moment, I wished I hadn’t found it.

This is where people use music as a therapeutic tool to help others heal and cope.

The late Oliver Sacks, a physician and the author of Musicophilia, knew music therapy was a legit health care approach. He said music therapy is “a tool of great power in many neurological disorders” including Parkinson’s and Alzheimer’s.

This, to me, is fascinating. And that’s exactly why I, at first, regretted finding out that music therapy existed.

You see, I had been hating school ever since it started. I had Senioritis since freshman year, and I was already on my third major. And I wasn’t even sure I wanted to be a journalist (what I had apparently chosen as my career).

So when I heard about this career path that blended my love of music with helping people, I was both stoked and let down at the same time. I was nearing the end of my college career and I didn’t want to start from scratch with a new career focus.

Dang it, I thought. I wish I knew that music therapy was a thing like four years ago. I almost wish it weren’t a real thing.

But of course, I wasn’t really wishing music therapy into non-existence. I was just annoyed it was too late for me.

Music therapy helps so many people and I’m not going to stand in its way. I want everyone who needs music therapy to have access to it. It’s one of the most intriguing and powerful types of therapy out there.

If I’m ever in a life situation that requires me to go to therapy, I want it to be music therapy.

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Book Review: Musicophilia

The book begins by telling the story of a man who discovered his love of music after lightning struck him.

Next thing you know, you’re sucked into the outlandish true stories of people thriving and people enduring torment from their experiences with music.

These people were the patients and acquaintances of the late Oliver Sacks, who was a physician, a Professor of Clinical Neurology and Psychiatry at Columbia University, and an author of many other books about the brain.

Musicophilia - Oliver Sacks

In Musicophiliahe talks about synesthesia. Many types of synesthesia exist, but Sacks focused on one man named Michael Torke who saw colors with tones.

As a boy, Torke once said to his music teacher, “I love the blue piece.” This section made me jealous of synesthetes.

Sacks also wrote about how a man named Clive forgets nearly everything but remembers music and melody without hesitation. He remembers two things in life: his wife, Deborah, and music.

Besides that, his memory was a complete mess.

Sacks writes in a layman-friendly style with a bit of doctor lingo here and there. Both the common man (like myself) and the educated, Harvard-graduate, award-winning physician can be proud to display this on his or her bookshelf.

Sacks divided his stories into four parts:

  1. Haunted by Music (stories of people hearing music in their heads)
  2. A Range of Musicality (stories of synesthesia and blindness)
  3. Memory, Movement, and Music (amnesia, music therapy, Tourette’s, and Parkinson’s)
  4. Emotion, Identity, and Music (depression and dementia)

If you’ve never heard about things like synesthesia, musical hallucinations, or music’s effect on coping, this is the first book you should read.

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It’s somewhat of a lengthy book, weighing in at about 350 pages, but you may not be able to put it down.

Did We All Used To Have Synesthesia?

Imagine seeing colors fly out of someone’s mouth as they sing or speak. Imagine ribbons and double-helixes of silver and gold shoot from the end of a trumpet.

This is what color-hearing synesthesia is like, and you might have experienced this as a baby, according to the theory of two gentlemen.


Oliver Sacks writes in Musicophilia about Simon Baron-Cohen’s and John Harrison’s work that led them to write,

“We might all be colored-hearing synesthetes until we lose connections between these two areas [color and hearing areas of the brain] somewhere about three months of age.”

Musicophilia, page 181

Basically, Sacks goes on to write, the two senses mesh together, colors appearing with tones. But as we develop, the two separate, no longer creating a synesthetic experience, says their theory.

For those of you who don’t remember anything from infant age (like…all of us), you can watch the video below given to me by a young man with color-tone synesthesia.

He said this is the closest thing he’s found that illustrates what a synesthete sees, but he said he sees the colors more like ribbons and less like clouds.

Update, 8/26/15: click here to read about more evidence that we all grow out of our synesthesia as we develop, according to Discover Magazine.

Music Overcomes Amnesia

Clive and Deborah are a married couple featured in Oliver Sacks’ book Musicophilia.

Clive has a form of amnesia that causes him to have serious trouble holding onto memories. While in the hospital, he believed that he woke up for the first time about every 30 seconds despite already being awake.

Excerpt from Clive’s journal (via BBC)

But, as a trained musician, songs have stuck with him and evade the destruction of his amnesia.

The other miracle was the discovery made early on, while Clive was still in the hospital, desperately confused and disoriented: that his musical powers were totally intact.

“I picked up some music,” Deborah wrote, “and held it open for Clive to see. I started to sing one of the lines. He picked up the tenor lines and sang with me. A bar or so in, I suddenly realized what was happening. He could still read music. He was singing.

His talk might be a jumble no one could understand but his brain was capable of music.”

p. 204 from Musicophilia

Music seems to bypass the frequent roadblocks of the brain and the loss of memory. Music’s power is baffling.

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